been toooo long...

this is a quick post. i'm really tired and in my post i'm going to let you all know i'm getting married June 12th to Bobby Lickteig. i dont know anyother details and i will sooooooo spiff up my page, concidering this is ournew remakeover nugththoughts....

Theres a wedding planning going on... yesl.

You know you're a Redneck living in the Ghetto when...

You know your daughter is safer riding her big wheel on the top of the camper rather than the streets...

Hahaha.

i thought this was too funny. this is the camper that belongs to one of the families here and its rather odd and funny looking out off the porch seeing this. haha. i dont really live in the ghetto its just people FLY into the complex and dont look for little kids!

An Update???

So i offically stink at updating this thing. I have no drama to report. Although, there is no denying that I am my mother's daughter. The other night, Bobby and I had our friend Stephen, a.k.a Bubba, over for dinner. Bubba is the guy in the picture that is over to the right, the one in the blue and white shirt. I made my famous Lasagna... So picture this- I had the meat on the front left burner, a pan with water to boil the noodles on the back right. I had my PLASTIC cutting board on the front right with onions on it to put into the meat. I thought I turned on the burner to start the water boiling and soon realized after seeing billowing white smoke that I turned on the wrong burner and was melting my cutting board... I had a " my mother" moment, as I have come to call them. heheh.

AND I found out today that my friends, the ones I was in the wedding for, ARE HAVING A BABY! They got themselves a honeymoon baby! And I'm exited for them. If you haven't read my mothers blog, I learned how to duck tape my boosums, or how you spell it. And thats about all thats happened this month and since last update. UPDATE ON THE OLD FRIEND- this is a little drama- she's asking all my friends to tell me she wants to be friends again. I think she fell into a hole of stupid. I'm sorry, I'm stilll mad at her... ok. I'm going to get ready to go tanning and go to bed. Love you all.

Karma is my friend.

Ok, so I'm going to go ahead and admit this- I AM NOSEY, and I am just like my mother. And I know my mother is going to read this so, Mom, i'm sorry. hehe, i love you... Anyways, drama. OHHH, so you remember in my earlier rant how my roommate Jennifer moved out and more or less had to deal with Cody, the boyfriend??? OH YEA- so get this. He has a girlfriend, and ITS NOT JENNIFER! She left assuming they were going to get married and have lots of babies I assume... NoPe! haha, i'm sorry. i just had to put it up. i think its MORE then hilarious. she chose a boy over a 10 year friendship. i guess KARMA has its better days.

Its Been close to a month...

Wellll... Lets see. I've had my roommate move in and its wonderful! Its so nice living with "normal" folk, not saying Jennifer "wasn't normal" it was just way too difficult living with her, and her (no offense to ANYONE with living and dealing with this in ANY MEANS!!!!) living with her "bi=polar" tendencies, it was never confirmed she had it but she sure acted it... . I mean one minute I was her best friend and the next I was the witch, just change the first letter. ALL THE TIME!!!! But, I have upgraded and things have been much better. Still learning the ways of being on my own- then again who will ever learn everything, and when??? Work is work, I think my team leader is Roger Rabbit in human form. I think if he were in cartoon form, his eyes would constantly BUGG OUT HIS HEAD!!!!
Yea- he's really awesome but gets toooooo stressed toooooo easy. Great guy gets things done but very stressed. Hrm.... I'm in tow of my friends weddings and i finally have ALMOST i mean ALMOST everything done in buying and getting all my bridesmaids stuff done... I'm the Maid Of Honor in my BEST FRIEND FOREVERS wedding, SmILe!!! and I'm a bridesmaid in my besties Morgan and John's wedding. FUnny thing- Morgan and Johns wedding is first- I have a clover halter top dress. In Angela and Jaye's wedding, I have the SAME DRESS in candy pink. I have a "poney" ( if thats right) sash in M&J's and a "champange" sash in A&J's. I just need to bleach and dye, haha. Oh well, I'm very grateful that I get to be in thier weddings, and that I am apart of it. Wellll, other than tanning and getting my tan on for these weddings and work and SOME play time, thats about it I guess. OH YEA- when I find my camera cord, I have new pictures of my awesome god children. Madalynn, 3 and will be 4 in June, has learned to do the "hand on hip" pose, and Bryson, 1 and will be 2 in Oct, when you ask him to take a picture will stop and stand PERFECTLY still and let you snap away! It really hard to believe, eventhough I didn't birth them, how much children make an impact on your life!!!! They are my little ANGELS and I love them! ha! I'm about to clean and go to bed. Love you all!

Wellll....

Lets see. I've been ON MY OWN for going on 2 weeks. I think I am going to go crazy! I'm at home all day long by myself! I have gone to the post office today to drop off my netflix movies so I can get new ones... Oh yea- Guess what? I got a big screen! My dad helped me get one, and I can honestly say, camping in your living room has only so many benifits. haha. I have been camped out infront of my new tv since I got it. My friend Bobby has been over bringing his XBOX and we've been able to watch our OnQue or whatever on netflix thru his xbox. Its been pretty fun. Not to mention the fact Guitar Hero is so much better on a big screen! Oh, and not having my crazy roommate/ex friend here has been complete bliss- although she has managed to tell her ENTIRE family that I AM the crazy one. Oh well, life goes on. I just wanted to update my blog, let you know i'm alive, and still kicking. Love you all.

mwahhhahahah... evil is upon me...

Oh dear... So as if my room wasnt already junkie and trashy enough... i NOW have almost every bit of my apt IN MY ROOM! i have candles, candle holders... lets see there are 1...2...3...15 candle holders, can you tell i love me some candles??? (and half of them STINK, haha, i lite only the good ones.) ANyways, i have all my road signs all my wall hangings, my pictures, and meds, and everything small in my room. If you havent heard either thru grandma or thru my mother or father, i'm in the process of getting rid of my roommate. As the other post stated we had a falling out and if im not mistaken, she stole my toaster already. im almost postitve its mine but if its not, then my bad. all the funiture in my apt was either given to me or was hawked so i'm not TOOOOOOOOOOO terribly worried if she attempted to take it, but i would be uspet either way. so i got all the things in my apt that i would be devistated if she took and stashed it in my room. i now, mother, can NOT walk thru my room. as if it wasnt hard enough before, its almost impossible. i would take a picture but lets keep it... ISC... Imagine super clean... ha. i cant fit my dining room table in here or else it too would be in here alond with just about everything else. the only things that are left out there AS OF THIS MOMENT, are my dishes, soap and my table and cleaning suppies under the sink. oh and my coffee table and end table and recliner.well, im going to hurry shower and get out of here cuz i dont want ot be home when she sees the apt almost empty. hahahahaha. had my laugh. i'm done.

OHHH what a month.

So, its almost 6am and i'm going to update myt blog because its in SEVERE need of an update. it might be short but then again i may just go ahead and rant... lets see. in the past month, i have realized your friends are NOT who they seem to be, and only some REALLY REALLY good friends will come to your apartment in their pj's with a baseball bat to beat some dude up.... yea. lets see. my roommate, whom i have been friends with since 8th grade, decided to date a psyco. yea. i guess i will put it that way. he's come over, eaten my food and told me that i've obviously been too doped up on my medicine (or "recreational drugs", which by the way I DO NOT DO, just to clear that!!!!!!) but i have apparently been "messed up" and eaten all my food. ok. DO NOT MESS WITH A BIG GIRL AND HER GROCIERIES! i know what i buy, when i buy it and when i eat it. THANK YOU VERY MUCH, put that in your juice box and suck it! (ok this looks like its going to be a rant... buckle up.) then on top of that he'd (the new boyfriend whose name is cody) been threatening my friend who jennifer dated earlier in '08 and threatening to beat his "butt" to put into clean words. well, i dont care who you care if someone is threatening bodily harm, i'm going to let you know. well. stephen, is the ex's name which whom i am friends with, and i told him. well, i come home to have a "come to jesus meeting" with jennifer and tell her its either me moving out or her and she's all "he's crazy he wont leave..." so i tell her to come out and lets talk. we figured (there is alot more but i'm really trying to make it short) anywyas, we figure the past two months have been living HADES and its all because of him. so we agree on going upstair and i'm going to put a fire under his rear and kick him out. well, i look at jennifers door and there is a FIST PRINT! he got mad and "accidentally" put his fist in the door. yea, ok. i go ballistic. evenitably, my friends are texting me and decided they are coming over to handle it. my ex bobby, stephen and my friend marc come up to my door with a BASEBALL bat. only thing was cody left 5 minutes before they got there. well, i've told jennifer cody is not allowed at the apt... that lasted a few days and here he is layin up on the couch in the living room. so we get into it... more or less. jennifer is signing the lease over to me wednesday- which is tommorow. i hate that our friendship is going to end like this. but i guess i see who my real friends are. i've had alot of eye openers this month. i realized the past few days my parents, which i already knew this all along, my parents love me unconditionally, and are willing to help me in any way they can. they will stand beside me and fight with me. and i cant tell them enough how much they mean to me. its been soooooo hard living 45 minutes away. i miss my parents more and more and more each day. and jacob and pokey and roxy and miley.... the whole family. its hard not seeing my dad everyday and only having at least a phone call a day, when i'm really wanting to go sit and talk face to face with him. and my mom, its hard not to stay longer on the weekends and stay more during the week because i miss my mom so much! its really hard being away from my family. my grandparents love me and i need to see them more. and i really have great friends who will stand behind me and fight with me. not really fight but who would be willing, haha. its been a really really hard month. and i hope its all going to get better, which im sure it will. i'm going to bed because i'm hungry and i dont want to wake my roommate up and have another morning like i had the other night... night.